kadang2 fika rasa.....

dulu aku terlalu kagumi dia..
terlalu percaya dia..
skang??ntahla...bukan ati tak percaya cuma.....ati tak sayang dia mcm dulu lagii..mugkin sebab kecewa....berbeza dgn yg aku impikan dulu..
bagi aku ..dia tak mcm owg lain malah aku bangga ada diri die dekat dgn aku.tapi itu dulu.
but after that incident..i wont allowed myself to forgive ya..cz you know what???im stil thinking of it...eveytime it comes to ma mind...i just want to scream ..my heart stil broken dear..i cant let my heart accept it..for me,u WERE the one that adoreS me so much..i believed that there was no other girls would be in ur life...now im just the SECOND ONE!!I HATE BEING SECOND BULLSHIT!!
i take a revenge just want you to feel how i feel..im happy to see you sad....im really happy...sometime i feel regret about our relationshitttt!!!why???no matter how i regret bout it,it still wont change the fact..thefact that make me insane till now...i adore you baby...i was so proud of you before..but today and forever............my love is completely meaningless...thanx for loving me so much..you owez love me..i know..but i wont love you anymore...