love..can you tell me the meaning of it?

i really dunno how to describe it in words..

but honestly i tell ya..

i can feel it!

i stil remember ma first love..(even i hate it now)

i started fell in luv when i was in standard 5 actually..

but the boy ignored me..hoho..

cuz im not pretty lorh..

i wrote in my diary every nite about him..

i still remember his name..haidil..haha..

i swear to god that if he meet me one day,he will regret it..haha

na...that was an old story..

i started kapel2...when i was 14...

i met this guy..my fren introduced him to me..

i was so excited that time cuz he liked me..haha..

but unfortunately,he broke ma heart..TWICE!!

i hate him so much now..

from that day i dun believe in love..

i played all stupid guys..

once again,im not pretty,,,

u dun have to be pretty if u wanna play..haha

jaz make urself look interesting..

ur body language...eye contact...

n most important is ur words...

naa!!u get it??get it??haha~

n for ass guy hole out there,dun play me..dream it baby!

im not stupid n im not weak...

u hurt me once..i hurt u twice!!

haha!!

erm...

alrite....

love is a moment that lasts forever~

baby,baby!

im so sorry..

i love u so much..

i want u to be a part of my life forever..

i wish you are here...

every nite...

wanna hug you...

party yo!

party for our beloved lecturers..

i was so happy..

but i was late~

hahaha!!

so i did not have any pictures of me for the first abum in fb..

kinda sad n disappointed anyway..

but that was all my fault..

who's the one that is owez getting late??its me!haha~

we took those pictures with nikon..so fara,dun b jealous baby???hahha!!

eat.baskin.robin...shedap!!

smalam mamam eskrim..

erm...

quite tasty la ...

skang ni asyik tringat..hoho...

dap ao....rugi korang tak rase...huhu...

jumaat ni de party for our madam cikin nan teh~~

huhu~

harap2 gempak cm openhouse aritu....

kitorang book tmpat...maybe kfc laa....

then sabtu ni nak blik seremban..mama ckp nak buat bubur kacang durian...

i love it so much...

fara nak kew???huhu..t de lebih aku bawak kayh...

hhhuhuhu~~

ahad ni my best fren balik...sy pun blik gak...blik hanye jumpe mama sy jek...

i miss her...

so esok maybe akn upload pic party..tema kitorang sume pkai bju putih..hoho...

~my boyfren my love~

syukrin..

i love you baby...saranghaeyo..

muahh!!!

dun doubt at me...

muahh!!!!

he :

1)kind

2)loving

3)sweet

4)cute

5)untalkative

hahaa~

~my frens of my life~i luv them~

hallo!!

huhuhu...

ok lets talk about ma frens..

fara and lah..

they are ma great buddies..

we love to enjoy together...

most of ma time,i spend wif them..

i dun have anyone here except them..my housemates..my classmates..

my frens at kepong...

fara..

i love her..

thanks for being a gud fren to me..

she's cute and always happy...

understanding..

sorry if i made mistakes to you..

sorry ao..

aku kdg2 termarah...

plz jaz ignore it okayh??huhu..

cuz im always hottempered person..

love u fara~

the other one is lah..

erm..nothing more that i can describe about him..all that i know is he's a kind boy..

thanx lah....

u such a great boy...

huhu..

yg atas skali tu plak pic budak klas yg aku rapat..umi sera..

frens are come and go..

true frens leave but will never forget every moments that we shared..

huhu..

~open house at umah lecturer~madam teh rasyidah~

haha..ni pic mase open house tu hari...best gler..

the best open house ever...

madam teh!thank u so muchhh!!

mlayan kerenah dak2 klas yg sengal2...

hoho...

madam cikin pon ade gak..

baby boy die comeyh sgt2...

geram tgk..

time nimmg keje kitorang mkn jek..haha..

kitorang mmg plan tak nak mkn pape ao..bia prut kosong..so smpai2 trus makan..hahahahaha...

madam hubby madam mmg baik..siap sggup anta kitorang blik hostel lagii..

hoho...ske2 sgt2!!!

happy gler time ni even pnat...!!pasni dgr cite umah madam cikin lak..aishh..harap2 dpt gi nnt...n tak bz..tapi tak pasti ble plak kan..

ni pesan sy...jgn lepaskan pluang utk beropen house!!haha...

bak kate org..rezeki jgn ditolakkkkkkkk!!okayyhh!!

hahaah

sandi jua bha c pika ni..bikin takut..haha

~diploma in medical lab technology~

hello!!

diploma in medical lab technology??

yup!that's ma cost..

its very tough dear..

pening wooo!!keje nye asyik nak hafal itu ini....

hahha

tapi ini la kos pilihan hati sy even sy tak tau la kos ni menjamin mase depan..

if de rezeki..sy brjaya..

if tak usahe la lagi kan??

am i rite??

huhuhuhuhu~~

smart tak pkai baju tu..???

sblah tu classmate sy..

result sy tak la okay sgt tapi sy sedang cube improve lebih lagi dari dulu..

hwaiting!!

haha...

ermm....sy harap sy will pass with flying colour...

i'll do it for my mama...

mama.i jaz want to make u proud of me..

im sorry for my spm result..2009

i know u disappointed with it..

erm..really sorry..

i was so stress that time and lost my focus...

i love you mum...

forever!!!

muahh!!!

hi there!!

its me again...fiekaa...

erm....today i would like to introduce myself again..

are ya ready???lets go!!

sy dilahirkan pada 2 november 1991 di Hospital Labuan..

sy mule menetap di negeri sembilan mase umo sy 9 taun lagy..

so sometime ade yg keliru sy ni owg smenanjung or sabah..

huhu..boleyh bha kalo ko..hahaksss...sy anak tunggal tapi life sy tak same cm ank tunggal yg len..mostly khidupan sy biase2 aje..sy bersyukur dgn ape yg ade...

erm...sy tinggal nan mama sy...

she's my everything..my precious thing in this wide world..

i would sacrifice anything for her..

no one could understand me than my mama..

afta the divorced of ma parent...

life mmg brubah..

means mcm tak seperti sedia kala...

everyday i pray that i would have my family again even i know it is jaz a dream that cant become real..

so i decided to move on and ignore about it...

mama keje pat len n me di kolej skang...

jarang dpt jumpe mama..

ok tu pasal latar blakang kluarga..

now cite pasal sy dari segi ape ek??

maybe prangai kew ape kew??

ok2..sy ni owgnyew sensitive jugak tapi ikut tempat la..

sy kdg2 leyh jadi pendiam n talkative jugak..

sy ni ske marah2 ao tapi marah sy kejap jek cuz di sebalik sifat marah2 tu,terselit sifat lembut hati..haha

sy pmalas n degil gak la..

sy mmg benci if x pat pe yg sy nak..

haha...

tapi kewarasan akal tu ade la...sy takkan minta sesuatu yg diluar kemampuan sy...

sy cepat stress...mmg sgt2..so ble stress sy akn marah2..hahhaaahaah...

impian??

impian sy kawen..................???

hahahha..

tak jugak la...

impian sy ..sy nak berjaye dalam idup..de karier sy sendiri..

tu impian yg mule2..

kedue of course la nak bsame nan owg yg tersayang,...

then live happily...

so thats all about me..wanna knoe more??next time sy bgtau..

ok chow!!

muahhh!!

IM BACKKK!!!

HI SUME!!AKU KEMBALI..

AKU ASE CM DA LAME TAK UPDATE KOT..

NO GREAT STORIES TO SHARE..

CUZ FOR ME MY LIFE AINT SO GOOD..

JAZ A BORING LIFE..

I DUNNO HOW TO MAKE IT INTERESTING LIKE EVERYONE ELSE..

ERM..IM JAZ A SAD LONELY GIRL...

MUM..I MISS YOU....